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Little Gil and vincent
Tuesday, April 17, 2012 | 7:56 AM | 0 letters

This is my insight of little Gilbert and Vincent from 100 years ago as a child that live stray off the street. I don't like Gil.

Gil. " I love you. I know I love you. I swear to protect you but with my small hands, what can I do in this cruel world? Hard. Suffocating. Hunger. Pain. Hatred. Lonely. I promised to myself and vow to never let you feel those horrid feeling. That's why I'm here, my dear brother. I'll never leave you. I'll never let anyone hurts you. I'll never let any of them tear us apart. I'll never run away from you. I'll never forget about you. I'll never let this cruel fate breke you. That's my resolution. Until the world break me first. With that tiny hands of yours, you hold onto me for dear life, as if I'm the life itself. Slowly, gradually, that ugly feeling creep it way like a thief in the night. I hate you. I hate that you always depends on me. I hate that you're a burden to me. I hate that you're useless. I hate that I have to protect you. I hate you. I wanted to love you. I'm sorry. I tried to push away that horrible feelings but I can't. I'm broken. Way to broken. I'm sorry, Vincent.
And then, I don't remember. I don't even remember did I choose to forget or did I not."

Vincent. "Dear brother. Have you come to hate me? Is it bad for me to think that you still love me? When brother you said that you're going to protect me, give me love and warmth and guard me from every harm, I believe you and still does. My brother, you gave up everything for my sake. Protect me from stones. Always stand ahead of me and guard me from that adults hateful and disgusting gaze. You're the only who I will sacrifices my life for. Everything. My future. My past. Even my soul should it pleases you. You try to hide it. And I wish I am dumb enough so that I won't realize. You have come to hate me, don't you? It's okay brother. It's okay. It doesn't matter, brother. What I feel don't matter. Not anymore. You have sacrifice so much for me and now it's my turn to do so. But you're just too kind, brother. You still try to love me and keep me by your side. As you promise. Now, I will do everything in my might to make you happy. Even if its mean making the whole world my enemy. You doesn't remember and you doesn't have to remember. Let me be your guard now."

This is what I saw and feel from both the character portrayed by PH mangaka' sensei.
It's so touching. I think Vincent's feeling I do it right but about Gil, i don't know much cause as per said, I never like him. So no likey means less attention. But I strongly believe that Gil really once really does love Vincent until the world break him.

Manyloves.

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