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Dreams
Friday, November 18, 2011 | 9:27 PM | 0 letters

Lately.. uh.. not so recently but one is just a few hours ago,
I had had dreams that ain't so pleasant.
Few years back, as a child, I dreamed that I was in the middle of a battle tournament and somehow or another, my opponent was as big, and fierceness as if a monster and I end up woke up the last thing I know is that whatever beast was chasing me, it's a fight of life and death.
Few months back, I dreamed about something.. which I rather not talked about. Not because it's scary but because there's a flicker of disappointment towards someone whom, I, if possible, wouldn't want to further engage in that matter. but the result is the same, I die, from a betrayal.
and just a few hours ago, sad but I don't really remember what I dreamed about, but it was sad, and I'm.. scared?
In real life, for me, death is nothing but a slumber of eternity. It was alright if death come to embrace me right this moment. But the dream, which seemed so real, even now, for the first time in my life, i actually pleaded that I wish I can live longer.
What the fuck? I just wish 'I wish I can live longer' and 'i don't wanna die'
Since when did life became so precious to me? I don't know.
Why I say this dream felt so real? Cause it didnt involve any foreign entity as in the battle tournament or aliens but merely just from the feeling of Fear.
Ain't so very pleasant, right?

Manyloves.

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