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Sunday, December 2, 2012 | 9:46 AM | 0 letters

I have a lot of things to say today!

1) I have finally graduated high school! Gratz to myself.
However, I feel more stress that I had during my final exam.
Because, under some circumstances, I need to leave my life now for a new way of life.
Not really abandoning but surely far away.
And I don't like it one bit. 
I am officially stress because I don't like this abrupt changes.

2) To Exo! Congratz in winning the awards that name I can't remember in MAMA. I am so proud of you babies!! 

3) I am now officially addicted to DBSK. Not the DB5K, just DB2K LOL. 
HoMin, as most people say it. I only start liking them since last month I think and LOL wtf, even Shinee or Exo haven't even once appear, but Homin did appeared in my dream. Tho, I didn't really dream of them, I only dream of them as in, I mentioned the name "Homin" to someone in my dream. Perhaps, I do dream of them somewhere in the dream but I can't remember. The only kpop star that appear in my dream was Onew. Shocking cause my bias is Taemin. And whoever say if I dream someone, it means that someone is thinking of me, I hope it true or im going to hunt you down.

4) I am totally in love with Rai from Noblesse manhwa. How many time had I say that?
I think quite a lot of time.. But holy mother gorgeous Krisus, he deserve all the love I gave cause he's everything perfect! xD I might be a little exaggerated because of the overly love I have for him. But he's absolutely wonderful to me. 

5) I think of keeping a journal from now on. I hope I can actually start one and keep on cause I never practiced anything like this. Writing a journal or diary or whatever u call it. 

6) I just wanna find a place, here for example, for me to whine like a little brat without anyone judging me for because I simply can't handle this simple thing in life.
Maybe I am not as strong as those people who had it worse than me since their birth.
Maybe I shouldn't be whining like a sucker just because I dislike it because apparently someone else had it worse.
Well, suck it up, mofos. I lived my life the way you people raised me okay!? You can't expect me to always compare my life to those unfortunate because I am anything but them, okay!? 
I don't wanna leave so early..
I don't wanna leave my friend so early.
I havven't even enjoy my life yet, as a graduattee from high school.
I got at least 3 months to do what I like, at here not THERE.
and here I am, trying to do everything an adult would do.
I can't even take it slow.. I am not even allow for such luxury. 

Manyloves!



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