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Christmas
Saturday, December 8, 2012 | 11:30 PM | 0 letters

Christmas is in the town!
It's December! Christmas month!
To b honest, I don;t know why I love Christmas so much.
In my country, we don't celebrate Christmas.
Yes, maybe we did a few decorations here and there but it don't feel Christmas enough.
Then again, how does exactly a Christmas feels like?
I don't even know.
Christmas is a significant celebration or events for Christian.
I mostly celebrate Christmas in Church that I don't think I belonged there. Since I barely even go to the Church due to some circumstances.
Since I'm a kid, I always love Christmas. When it's Christmas month, it's always me that whine for decorating the Christmas tree. I am the only that is pumped up with Christmas spirit.
Because for us, Christmas is just.. Christmas.
Beautiful decorations, lights and Santa Claus. That's it.
That is the question. Why do I like Christmas when the place I'm raised in does not even think Christmas as anything significant enough the celebrate.
Actually, whenever someone ask me that, I can't really give an explanation when I can't even pin point myself, why and what is it.
To me.. Christmas feels so.. just.. I don't know.. I love it.
Every year, I feel happy and sad when it's Christmas. I don't even know how I have fallen so hard for Christmas when I don't even know how an original Christmas should feel like.
To me, Christmas is a distant thing. So freaking far away I felt that it only exist somewhere I can't reach right now. I'm happy its here yet I am sad because it's here.
Christmas is an enigma to me. It makes my heart felt heavy and longing.

I hate complication.

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