I wonder how many times I had die over the past few months.
I wonder how many tears I had shed for the great stories written by splendid author.
I was recently gotten really into reading Kaisoo dearest fanfic and each of every story make me cry to no end. All I do for the past few weeks were cry, and cry and well, cry.
THEY'RE ALL SO SAD! WHY!???
Note : All are Kai*soo fanfic (remove the star if someone actually read this. Im preventing my content from appear in google search)

SPOILERS ALERT for the fanfictions.
-Bold is the name

Station N (Oneshot / Completed / Livejournal)
- Holy mother of Kimchi. This fanfic plays a funny spiral of confusion down my brain. The first time I read it, I barely understand what happened. But even though I don't quite understand what happened, at a scene, I really screamed "NO! DON'T!!" but then he still does that. I did not cry because it's sad. Well, it was but not the main point. I cried because of how shocking it was. How unforeseen the situation was. He cannot do that, can't he? Why? It's so.. so.. unfair.. His life is unfair. His love is unfair. His wish is unfair. To him, nothing is fair. That was why i cried. I practically choked from the sobs.

Inevitable (Oneshot / Completed / Asianfanfic)
- This... this fanfic make me cried and bawl my heart out. Kai!! Kai!!! He suffered so much! He at least deserve to be happy and to continue living! Jongin! How can you be so selfish!? You created him and yet you killed him too! Just when he was about to find his own happiness. How.. How.. sad...... It's so sad! When Kai asked Suho what will happen to him if Jongin decided that he no longer needs him. Suho say he will disappear and that Jongin will take his body back. At that moment, I cried so hard. I was begging to whatever out there, even though it was just a stupid story and it is all the author fault (I still love you, author. No worries) that it happen and is what it was, I was praying, someone.. anyone.. please save him.. Please save Kai.. he deserve so much more. Someone..

Cracked (Oneshot / Completed / Asianfanfic)
- The same author to Inevitable. This was slightly confusing. However, the ending was just.. heart breaking. Really really heart breaking. It was all but just a dream. And he dreamed he loved. He dreamed he was broken. He dreamed he was fixed. He dream he was loved. And he dreamed he was all alone. Among all he dream, the closest to reality is that, he is all alone. No one else.. He has no one at all.....

Manyloves!

LOL abrupt ending.

I wonder how many times I had die over the past few months.
I wonder how many tears I had shed for the great stories written by splendid author.
I was recently gotten really into reading Kaisoo dearest fanfic and each of every story make me cry to no end. All I do for the past few weeks were cry, and cry and well, cry.
THEY'RE ALL SO SAD! WHY!???
Note : All are Kai*soo fanfic (remove the star if someone actually read this. Im preventing my content from appear in google search)

SPOILERS ALERT for the fanfictions.
-Bold is the name

Station N (Oneshot / Completed / Livejournal)
- Holy mother of Kimchi. This fanfic plays a funny spiral of confusion down my brain. The first time I read it, I barely understand what happened. But even though I don't quite understand what happened, at a scene, I really screamed "NO! DON'T!!" but then he still does that. I did not cry because it's sad. Well, it was but not the main point. I cried because of how shocking it was. How unforeseen the situation was. He cannot do that, can't he? Why? It's so.. so.. unfair.. His life is unfair. His love is unfair. His wish is unfair. To him, nothing is fair. That was why i cried. I practically choked from the sobs.

Inevitable (Oneshot / Completed / Asianfanfic)
- This... this fanfic make me cried and bawl my heart out. Kai!! Kai!!! He suffered so much! He at least deserve to be happy and to continue living! Jongin! How can you be so selfish!? You created him and yet you killed him too! Just when he was about to find his own happiness. How.. How.. sad...... It's so sad! When Kai asked Suho what will happen to him if Jongin decided that he no longer needs him. Suho say he will disappear and that Jongin will take his body back. At that moment, I cried so hard. I was begging to whatever out there, even though it was just a stupid story and it is all the author fault (I still love you, author. No worries) that it happen and is what it was, I was praying, someone.. anyone.. please save him.. Please save Kai.. he deserve so much more. Someone..

Cracked (Oneshot / Completed / Asianfanfic)
- The same author to Inevitable. This was slightly confusing. However, the ending was just.. heart breaking. Really really heart breaking. It was all but just a dream. And he dreamed he loved. He dreamed he was broken. He dreamed he was fixed. He dream he was loved. And he dreamed he was all alone. Among all he dream, the closest to reality is that, he is all alone. No one else.. He has no one at all.....

Manyloves!

LOL abrupt ending.

Hello lovelies, I don't know what to say about myself..
I'm Josephine. I'm 17 this year. Obviously from my name, I'm a girl. There's a few warnings I'd like my dear lovelies that read this blog (which is like impossible? Cause I keep myself low profile)
First of all, This blog is about my crappy life. No, wait, my life ain't crappy at all.. It's just me being mean to my life. So yeah, if you're not interested in my life, then I'm sorry?
Second, My life revolves around Anime, mostly, Manga, definitely, Kpop, recently. I'm a Shawol. Hell yeah I love Shinee.. I'm also about to become a proud EXOtics. I will be posting about them. So, be prepare to see lots of them? Third, SHOUNEN AI ALERT. I'M A MAJOR FANFIC ADDICT FANGIRLS. So please, turn back now if you're homophobic or whatever. No bashing around okay?
Forth, don;t expect anything out of ordinary from me. I'm just simple. Lastly, this is no warning, please, enjoy whatever you're reading from this good for nothing blog of mine.
Oh, I'm a quote lovers. Here's a few to enjoy.

`"No matter which road we choose, as we leave behind unfulfilled dreams, life must go on."
`"Wish to forgive your yesterday, wish to love your tomorrow."
`"I'll follow you and make a heaven out of hell, and I'll die by your hand which I love so well."

Ciao lovely and thank you for reading my rambles. I love you so much. *ugly sobbing*

B.A.P - Jongup, Himchan, Yongguk, Zelo, Daehyun, Youngjae

B1a4 - CNU, Gongchan, Jinyoung, Baro, Sandeul

Infinite - Sungyeol, Hoya, Woohyun, Sungjong, L, Dongwoo, Sung Gyu

Teentop - Chunji, Ljoe, C.A.P, Niel, Ricky, Changjo

Shinee - Key, Minho, Taemin, Onew, Jonghyun

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