I change my mind...
or perhaps not..
Well, I guess it depends on how I want my life to be.
Which of them surpassed the priority in my life.
I guess, choices and decision are the hardest to make but a necessity.
Okay, why am I blabbing here?

I want to fall in love.
Damn those fanfic that give me this idea.
I used to think, and still does  -at least a part of me-, that love or loved ones does not matter to me.
It's okay even if I don't fall in love.
It's okay if I live my live alone as long as I get to do what I want.
Cause sometime, falling in love is hard.
When you make choices, there's always sacrifices that need to be make..
It's either love or your career or anything that you want to do.
Once you fall in love, you're bound to something and it's tiring.
At least that's what I thought so..
There's nothing wonderful about love.

Then again, love ain't all bad.
What changes my mind?
I start by imagining one day, there'd be someone who asks me 'Hey, do you wanna hold hands?'
and I can imagine myself saying 'Sure' and we'd both awkwardly holding hands for first time.
Then I'd imagine myself to fall in the bliss of warmth that person send me and ask me 'Is it okay?' Then I'd say "Very much" then we're all shy and giggling like idiots.
Then I'd imagine myself listening to that person answer and have it repeated in my head over and over again when I "Do you love me? Do you want to be with me forever" and he'd answer "Forever"
And I'd know the feeling of pure happiness and life when we promised to love each other and together with the unspoken promise to love someone wholeheartedly.. Quirks and all, you know.. Unconditionally..
I's imagine myself remembering all these firsts I have with that person and living my life believing he's my happiness and the little bundle of love and joy.

Because, sacrifices is needed to make you happy. Nothing is cheap in this world.
and love is expensive.

OMG I FEEL SO CHEEZY... ;__;

Manyloves!

I change my mind...
or perhaps not..
Well, I guess it depends on how I want my life to be.
Which of them surpassed the priority in my life.
I guess, choices and decision are the hardest to make but a necessity.
Okay, why am I blabbing here?

I want to fall in love.
Damn those fanfic that give me this idea.
I used to think, and still does  -at least a part of me-, that love or loved ones does not matter to me.
It's okay even if I don't fall in love.
It's okay if I live my live alone as long as I get to do what I want.
Cause sometime, falling in love is hard.
When you make choices, there's always sacrifices that need to be make..
It's either love or your career or anything that you want to do.
Once you fall in love, you're bound to something and it's tiring.
At least that's what I thought so..
There's nothing wonderful about love.

Then again, love ain't all bad.
What changes my mind?
I start by imagining one day, there'd be someone who asks me 'Hey, do you wanna hold hands?'
and I can imagine myself saying 'Sure' and we'd both awkwardly holding hands for first time.
Then I'd imagine myself to fall in the bliss of warmth that person send me and ask me 'Is it okay?' Then I'd say "Very much" then we're all shy and giggling like idiots.
Then I'd imagine myself listening to that person answer and have it repeated in my head over and over again when I "Do you love me? Do you want to be with me forever" and he'd answer "Forever"
And I'd know the feeling of pure happiness and life when we promised to love each other and together with the unspoken promise to love someone wholeheartedly.. Quirks and all, you know.. Unconditionally..
I's imagine myself remembering all these firsts I have with that person and living my life believing he's my happiness and the little bundle of love and joy.

Because, sacrifices is needed to make you happy. Nothing is cheap in this world.
and love is expensive.

OMG I FEEL SO CHEEZY... ;__;

Manyloves!

Hello lovelies, I don't know what to say about myself..
I'm Josephine. I'm 17 this year. Obviously from my name, I'm a girl. There's a few warnings I'd like my dear lovelies that read this blog (which is like impossible? Cause I keep myself low profile)
First of all, This blog is about my crappy life. No, wait, my life ain't crappy at all.. It's just me being mean to my life. So yeah, if you're not interested in my life, then I'm sorry?
Second, My life revolves around Anime, mostly, Manga, definitely, Kpop, recently. I'm a Shawol. Hell yeah I love Shinee.. I'm also about to become a proud EXOtics. I will be posting about them. So, be prepare to see lots of them? Third, SHOUNEN AI ALERT. I'M A MAJOR FANFIC ADDICT FANGIRLS. So please, turn back now if you're homophobic or whatever. No bashing around okay?
Forth, don;t expect anything out of ordinary from me. I'm just simple. Lastly, this is no warning, please, enjoy whatever you're reading from this good for nothing blog of mine.
Oh, I'm a quote lovers. Here's a few to enjoy.

`"No matter which road we choose, as we leave behind unfulfilled dreams, life must go on."
`"Wish to forgive your yesterday, wish to love your tomorrow."
`"I'll follow you and make a heaven out of hell, and I'll die by your hand which I love so well."

Ciao lovely and thank you for reading my rambles. I love you so much. *ugly sobbing*

B.A.P - Jongup, Himchan, Yongguk, Zelo, Daehyun, Youngjae

B1a4 - CNU, Gongchan, Jinyoung, Baro, Sandeul

Infinite - Sungyeol, Hoya, Woohyun, Sungjong, L, Dongwoo, Sung Gyu

Teentop - Chunji, Ljoe, C.A.P, Niel, Ricky, Changjo

Shinee - Key, Minho, Taemin, Onew, Jonghyun

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