Indeed as the title named after, people, why be fool?
But I wonder if I have the right or even enough understanding to name others as fool.
Some people are foolish enough to drown themselves in sadness.
Some even given up on life.
Some simply breakdown under the pressure.
Not that I say it's not good to be sad or sometime given up on hope.
But seriously? To detoriate your life because of what happen today?
You don't even know your tomorrow. How can you give up on your tomorrow?
It's like saying no to someone who want to help you sincerely.
Very foolish indeed.

As of late, I was having a little mental breakdown actually. I wasn't like this. I never am. I never trouble myself with uneccessary problems. If that problem is off my league, fuck it. If gonna happen then so be it. Come what it may. Break me down as it pleases. I thought that as long as I'm being this carefree person, I can free myself off stress. Then I can look forward to my tomorrow. As long as what happen today didn't kill me off my tomorrow then I don't mind. However, never did I realize that, what happen today that didn't kill me today might slowly stabbing it's blade slowly without me noticing it's killing me every second.
If I am this strong, why did I suspect myself of having a little mental breakdown? Because I was starting to think a lot of stuffs. You see, someone I love from my family wants to leave me. I as I am, thought that, yeah go ahead. Leave me. I don't need someone who so desire to leave me to stay by my side. Then one day, as stoic as I am, when I heard she say, it doesn't matter, there's no one home. I can't believe how much that affected me. I am there. I wilk always be at home. I am not going anywhere yet. Am I invisible for you? Doni not worthnhow much he worth to you? I still remember I told her that, if you wantbto step out from this hell hole, she can. Only after he leave then she can. I thought I don't care. And seriously, I never care. Then, I don't know? It breaks me. So much that I was scared. Terrified. Horrid to imagine my future. Why do you have to rob me off my future? Why kill me now? Then, I got tired of thinking. I start to shut down now. I can feel it. I start to tell myself, I can do this. Idont need her. I need only myself. She don't matter anymore. Its okay.. I'm not afraid. Go and don't come back. The fear I felt, it's gone, I wonder what happened.

To some people, their family is their world. However, to me, world is an endless journey. For some people, they yearn for freedom but their family holds the bigger part of the world. Some breakdown under the pressure of family situation. Some live accordingly to their family rules and regulation without having their own free will. Some can only survive only with their family. Wonder if this is a bless because to me, my family is just a very tiny small part of the world. I want to see the world I so yearn to reach. If my family had become the obstacle to reach my dream, then i don't need my family. If they corrupt my vision of the world, then i will get rid of them off my vision. It's just that easy. Those that sully my world, I will not let them in my life. Family or not. It's just life, even family are other individual. Don't let someone else become the reason of your downfall.

Many loves

Indeed as the title named after, people, why be fool?
But I wonder if I have the right or even enough understanding to name others as fool.
Some people are foolish enough to drown themselves in sadness.
Some even given up on life.
Some simply breakdown under the pressure.
Not that I say it's not good to be sad or sometime given up on hope.
But seriously? To detoriate your life because of what happen today?
You don't even know your tomorrow. How can you give up on your tomorrow?
It's like saying no to someone who want to help you sincerely.
Very foolish indeed.

As of late, I was having a little mental breakdown actually. I wasn't like this. I never am. I never trouble myself with uneccessary problems. If that problem is off my league, fuck it. If gonna happen then so be it. Come what it may. Break me down as it pleases. I thought that as long as I'm being this carefree person, I can free myself off stress. Then I can look forward to my tomorrow. As long as what happen today didn't kill me off my tomorrow then I don't mind. However, never did I realize that, what happen today that didn't kill me today might slowly stabbing it's blade slowly without me noticing it's killing me every second.
If I am this strong, why did I suspect myself of having a little mental breakdown? Because I was starting to think a lot of stuffs. You see, someone I love from my family wants to leave me. I as I am, thought that, yeah go ahead. Leave me. I don't need someone who so desire to leave me to stay by my side. Then one day, as stoic as I am, when I heard she say, it doesn't matter, there's no one home. I can't believe how much that affected me. I am there. I wilk always be at home. I am not going anywhere yet. Am I invisible for you? Doni not worthnhow much he worth to you? I still remember I told her that, if you wantbto step out from this hell hole, she can. Only after he leave then she can. I thought I don't care. And seriously, I never care. Then, I don't know? It breaks me. So much that I was scared. Terrified. Horrid to imagine my future. Why do you have to rob me off my future? Why kill me now? Then, I got tired of thinking. I start to shut down now. I can feel it. I start to tell myself, I can do this. Idont need her. I need only myself. She don't matter anymore. Its okay.. I'm not afraid. Go and don't come back. The fear I felt, it's gone, I wonder what happened.

To some people, their family is their world. However, to me, world is an endless journey. For some people, they yearn for freedom but their family holds the bigger part of the world. Some breakdown under the pressure of family situation. Some live accordingly to their family rules and regulation without having their own free will. Some can only survive only with their family. Wonder if this is a bless because to me, my family is just a very tiny small part of the world. I want to see the world I so yearn to reach. If my family had become the obstacle to reach my dream, then i don't need my family. If they corrupt my vision of the world, then i will get rid of them off my vision. It's just that easy. Those that sully my world, I will not let them in my life. Family or not. It's just life, even family are other individual. Don't let someone else become the reason of your downfall.

Many loves

Hello lovelies, I don't know what to say about myself..
I'm Josephine. I'm 17 this year. Obviously from my name, I'm a girl. There's a few warnings I'd like my dear lovelies that read this blog (which is like impossible? Cause I keep myself low profile)
First of all, This blog is about my crappy life. No, wait, my life ain't crappy at all.. It's just me being mean to my life. So yeah, if you're not interested in my life, then I'm sorry?
Second, My life revolves around Anime, mostly, Manga, definitely, Kpop, recently. I'm a Shawol. Hell yeah I love Shinee.. I'm also about to become a proud EXOtics. I will be posting about them. So, be prepare to see lots of them? Third, SHOUNEN AI ALERT. I'M A MAJOR FANFIC ADDICT FANGIRLS. So please, turn back now if you're homophobic or whatever. No bashing around okay?
Forth, don;t expect anything out of ordinary from me. I'm just simple. Lastly, this is no warning, please, enjoy whatever you're reading from this good for nothing blog of mine.
Oh, I'm a quote lovers. Here's a few to enjoy.

`"No matter which road we choose, as we leave behind unfulfilled dreams, life must go on."
`"Wish to forgive your yesterday, wish to love your tomorrow."
`"I'll follow you and make a heaven out of hell, and I'll die by your hand which I love so well."

Ciao lovely and thank you for reading my rambles. I love you so much. *ugly sobbing*

B.A.P - Jongup, Himchan, Yongguk, Zelo, Daehyun, Youngjae

B1a4 - CNU, Gongchan, Jinyoung, Baro, Sandeul

Infinite - Sungyeol, Hoya, Woohyun, Sungjong, L, Dongwoo, Sung Gyu

Teentop - Chunji, Ljoe, C.A.P, Niel, Ricky, Changjo

Shinee - Key, Minho, Taemin, Onew, Jonghyun

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