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Mother.
Friday, December 23, 2011 | 9:37 AM | 0 letters

This does not have anything to do with my mom or your mom or anyone's one.
The topic is a loose term to describe what I am to say.

I wonder how it feels like to.. be pregnant. Oh no.. I am barely 17 and mind that I am not pregnant. I read a few of stories about being pregnant. The pregnant one always the one whose happy, excited and feel blessed. I wonder if being pregnant, along side a husband whom I love, will really as happy as how they describe.
I wonder how it feels like to be a mother (here's the point). What it feels like that I had leave a proof to my existence, the fact that I am here. What if feels like that someone called my mom and love me for his/her entire life. Right now, while writing this, I can feel the euphoric of it. Like it was really the happiest thing in the world.
I wonder how it feels like to take care of a child. My own child. Not others. And I am now taking care of a 2 years old kid in her mother stead for a while. I feel like crap and I am annoyed.
I wonder how it feels like to love. After all I am still young.

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