Rejection
Sunday, November 27, 2011 | 11:24 AM |
0 lettersOhh? Nope.. Not me.. I'm not the one who was getting reject.
In fact, I feel so damn weird that i was the one who reject.
Remember I say got this guy who likes me?
Yeah.. we become a 2 days lovers and I am the one who initiate the break up.
Why?
Easy, cause he's precious. Oh, dun get me wrong on that sentence. Precious as in a very good friend. I love him, as a friend and not in a romantic way. When he confessed, I wonder if I actually really confused with the friendship love and the lover's love. I did say we live far apart, so I wonder if all of this confusion actually because we're so far apart and all the insecurities to add along with the doubt. So, my final conclusion is that, if I left this matter longer, I will only hurt him more. How could I tied a guy to me, who was so in love in me and I never once actually convince myself that I actually love him back.
The question here is not if he deserve me, but if I'm the one who deserve him.
For a person who don't know whether she love him or not, does not deserve the love from that guy. And that's what I'm doing. End this as soon as possible before I hurt him more.
I don't want him to waste his time on me, who can never know if I myself actually ever loved him in that sense.
Manyloves!
Rejection
Sunday, November 27, 2011 | 11:24 AM |
0 lettersOhh? Nope.. Not me.. I'm not the one who was getting reject.
In fact, I feel so damn weird that i was the one who reject.
Remember I say got this guy who likes me?
Yeah.. we become a 2 days lovers and I am the one who initiate the break up.
Why?
Easy, cause he's precious. Oh, dun get me wrong on that sentence. Precious as in a very good friend. I love him, as a friend and not in a romantic way. When he confessed, I wonder if I actually really confused with the friendship love and the lover's love. I did say we live far apart, so I wonder if all of this confusion actually because we're so far apart and all the insecurities to add along with the doubt. So, my final conclusion is that, if I left this matter longer, I will only hurt him more. How could I tied a guy to me, who was so in love in me and I never once actually convince myself that I actually love him back.
The question here is not if he deserve me, but if I'm the one who deserve him.
For a person who don't know whether she love him or not, does not deserve the love from that guy. And that's what I'm doing. End this as soon as possible before I hurt him more.
I don't want him to waste his time on me, who can never know if I myself actually ever loved him in that sense.
Manyloves!
Just Me?
Hello lovelies, I don't know what to say about myself..
I'm Josephine. I'm 17 this year. Obviously from my name, I'm a girl.
There's a few warnings I'd like my dear lovelies that read this blog (which is like impossible? Cause I keep myself low profile)
First of all, This blog is about my crappy life. No, wait, my life ain't crappy at all.. It's just me being mean to my life. So yeah, if you're not interested in my life, then I'm sorry?
Second, My life revolves around Anime, mostly, Manga, definitely, Kpop, recently. I'm a Shawol. Hell yeah I love Shinee.. I'm also about to become a proud EXOtics. I will be posting about them. So, be prepare to see lots of them?
Third, SHOUNEN AI ALERT. I'M A MAJOR FANFIC ADDICT FANGIRLS. So please, turn back now if you're homophobic or whatever. No bashing around okay?
Forth, don;t expect anything out of ordinary from me. I'm just simple.
Lastly, this is no warning, please, enjoy whatever you're reading from this good for nothing blog of mine.
Oh, I'm a quote lovers. Here's a few to enjoy.
`"No matter which road we choose, as we leave behind unfulfilled dreams, life must go on."
`"Wish to forgive your yesterday, wish to love your tomorrow."
`"I'll follow you and make a heaven out of hell, and I'll die by your hand which I love so well."
Ciao lovely and thank you for reading my rambles. I love you so much. *ugly sobbing*
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