Hospital Nostalgia
Monday, October 3, 2011 | 8:54 AM |
0 lettersWell, tho good has come for a change, things happened cannot be forget eh?
Guess it's true.
All of a sudden, I remember the time when I was admitted into hospital, for countless of time, thanks to the useless doctor-concern-for-nothing.
I didn't really quite realize this myself last time, and I was really annoyed, the fact I did makes me feel worse, that my dad, was there beside me irritated the hell outta me when I'm dead tired.
That time, all i could think of is, I wanna close my eye and let me sleep. So when my dad came to visit me, I am holding back the urge to fall asleep. I keep my eyes opened for as long as I can, but gradually smaller. Of course I respond when my dad talk to me.
If i think about it now, last time, it was like I was lying there dying and my dad was sitting beside me talking nonstop as if telling me not to fall asleep. I know he's worried, and for that reason, I hold on to my conscious to talk and reply him.
But I've got my limit. My strength started to lose and I can't keep myself awake any long so I ask my dad to go back home. So I can sleep, i thought. However the case, my dad was till there beside me keep talking.
For god sake, I know he's worry about me and I am, even now, deeply grateful for that. Then suddenly, I thought I saw it, did my dad just cried? That time I thought, it's not that I'm dying, why the hell are you crying. So I remembered before I gave up, I smile to dad and told him to go back home if I'd fallen asleep, and I did. LOL I've gotta praise the me back then.
So, now, I was still lost of why he cried tho. I guess I know the answer. Cause remembering back, my state last time, as if I had given up on living. Imagine your daughter in the hospital, laying there listless as if she's going to go away anytime soon. and to top it off, my face was pale as hell. Hah.. add the mess even more. But i guess that time i must had look real bad huh?
Tho, for sure, it was embarrassing but at the same time, I feel grateful.
Manyloves!
Hospital Nostalgia
Monday, October 3, 2011 | 8:54 AM |
0 lettersWell, tho good has come for a change, things happened cannot be forget eh?
Guess it's true.
All of a sudden, I remember the time when I was admitted into hospital, for countless of time, thanks to the useless doctor-concern-for-nothing.
I didn't really quite realize this myself last time, and I was really annoyed, the fact I did makes me feel worse, that my dad, was there beside me irritated the hell outta me when I'm dead tired.
That time, all i could think of is, I wanna close my eye and let me sleep. So when my dad came to visit me, I am holding back the urge to fall asleep. I keep my eyes opened for as long as I can, but gradually smaller. Of course I respond when my dad talk to me.
If i think about it now, last time, it was like I was lying there dying and my dad was sitting beside me talking nonstop as if telling me not to fall asleep. I know he's worried, and for that reason, I hold on to my conscious to talk and reply him.
But I've got my limit. My strength started to lose and I can't keep myself awake any long so I ask my dad to go back home. So I can sleep, i thought. However the case, my dad was till there beside me keep talking.
For god sake, I know he's worry about me and I am, even now, deeply grateful for that. Then suddenly, I thought I saw it, did my dad just cried? That time I thought, it's not that I'm dying, why the hell are you crying. So I remembered before I gave up, I smile to dad and told him to go back home if I'd fallen asleep, and I did. LOL I've gotta praise the me back then.
So, now, I was still lost of why he cried tho. I guess I know the answer. Cause remembering back, my state last time, as if I had given up on living. Imagine your daughter in the hospital, laying there listless as if she's going to go away anytime soon. and to top it off, my face was pale as hell. Hah.. add the mess even more. But i guess that time i must had look real bad huh?
Tho, for sure, it was embarrassing but at the same time, I feel grateful.
Manyloves!
Just Me?
Hello lovelies, I don't know what to say about myself..
I'm Josephine. I'm 17 this year. Obviously from my name, I'm a girl.
There's a few warnings I'd like my dear lovelies that read this blog (which is like impossible? Cause I keep myself low profile)
First of all, This blog is about my crappy life. No, wait, my life ain't crappy at all.. It's just me being mean to my life. So yeah, if you're not interested in my life, then I'm sorry?
Second, My life revolves around Anime, mostly, Manga, definitely, Kpop, recently. I'm a Shawol. Hell yeah I love Shinee.. I'm also about to become a proud EXOtics. I will be posting about them. So, be prepare to see lots of them?
Third, SHOUNEN AI ALERT. I'M A MAJOR FANFIC ADDICT FANGIRLS. So please, turn back now if you're homophobic or whatever. No bashing around okay?
Forth, don;t expect anything out of ordinary from me. I'm just simple.
Lastly, this is no warning, please, enjoy whatever you're reading from this good for nothing blog of mine.
Oh, I'm a quote lovers. Here's a few to enjoy.
`"No matter which road we choose, as we leave behind unfulfilled dreams, life must go on."
`"Wish to forgive your yesterday, wish to love your tomorrow."
`"I'll follow you and make a heaven out of hell, and I'll die by your hand which I love so well."
Ciao lovely and thank you for reading my rambles. I love you so much. *ugly sobbing*
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