Saturday, September 3, 2011 | 8:58 AM |
0 lettersI always feel guilty for people kindness to me.
Not that I'm masochist or dislike kindness from people,
it just that they're just excessively overly kind to me.
I love them for that, but I'm pretty scare of that kindness.
For one, I don't know what I should do when they're so kind to me.
Second, Guilt, for no reason, overwhelm me. Why? I don't know. I just simply always have the thoughts that, Please don't treat me so kind. Scold me when I have done wrong instead of saying it was alright. Slap me, hit me or whatever when you're pissed of me.
Maybe I have lived my life fed on people kindness to me,
and now, I'm afraid that the more they spoilt me, the more I will get used to it.
No matter who, friends, parents, I don't understand why, did I always give off the vibe for everyone to adore me or something?
It's like I always get a special treatment. LOL it looks like I'm very easy to get attached to? -.-
Like I know them today, tomorrow, they sure clingy to me. ._.
Haahahaahah, not that I hate that or what, but please, don;t treat me specially. Hate me, scold me or whatever, I will accept them.
Manyloves
Saturday, September 3, 2011 | 8:58 AM |
0 lettersI always feel guilty for people kindness to me.
Not that I'm masochist or dislike kindness from people,
it just that they're just excessively overly kind to me.
I love them for that, but I'm pretty scare of that kindness.
For one, I don't know what I should do when they're so kind to me.
Second, Guilt, for no reason, overwhelm me. Why? I don't know. I just simply always have the thoughts that, Please don't treat me so kind. Scold me when I have done wrong instead of saying it was alright. Slap me, hit me or whatever when you're pissed of me.
Maybe I have lived my life fed on people kindness to me,
and now, I'm afraid that the more they spoilt me, the more I will get used to it.
No matter who, friends, parents, I don't understand why, did I always give off the vibe for everyone to adore me or something?
It's like I always get a special treatment. LOL it looks like I'm very easy to get attached to? -.-
Like I know them today, tomorrow, they sure clingy to me. ._.
Haahahaahah, not that I hate that or what, but please, don;t treat me specially. Hate me, scold me or whatever, I will accept them.
Manyloves
Just Me?
Hello lovelies, I don't know what to say about myself..
I'm Josephine. I'm 17 this year. Obviously from my name, I'm a girl.
There's a few warnings I'd like my dear lovelies that read this blog (which is like impossible? Cause I keep myself low profile)
First of all, This blog is about my crappy life. No, wait, my life ain't crappy at all.. It's just me being mean to my life. So yeah, if you're not interested in my life, then I'm sorry?
Second, My life revolves around Anime, mostly, Manga, definitely, Kpop, recently. I'm a Shawol. Hell yeah I love Shinee.. I'm also about to become a proud EXOtics. I will be posting about them. So, be prepare to see lots of them?
Third, SHOUNEN AI ALERT. I'M A MAJOR FANFIC ADDICT FANGIRLS. So please, turn back now if you're homophobic or whatever. No bashing around okay?
Forth, don;t expect anything out of ordinary from me. I'm just simple.
Lastly, this is no warning, please, enjoy whatever you're reading from this good for nothing blog of mine.
Oh, I'm a quote lovers. Here's a few to enjoy.
`"No matter which road we choose, as we leave behind unfulfilled dreams, life must go on."
`"Wish to forgive your yesterday, wish to love your tomorrow."
`"I'll follow you and make a heaven out of hell, and I'll die by your hand which I love so well."
Ciao lovely and thank you for reading my rambles. I love you so much. *ugly sobbing*
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