Eden is where U R;

Monday, July 25, 2011 | 10:59 AM | 0 letters

I am not that stupid until I didn't realize such obvious fact.

In fact, the person who are friends of me, that didn't realize might be the idiot.

or maybe they're too friendly and too carefree to even care about it.

I might seem friendly to everyone.

Talking, laughing together but somehow, even though I'm the perpetrator,

but I can still feel it and I'm sorry.

They say I'm kind, cheerful and friendly.

Yes I am, but somehow, I realize, unconsciously I will draw a line between that person and me.

I can be as close as you want me to, but you still feel the distant between us.

let's take me and a few of my friends (not the same race as me),

They can smile, laugh, chat and a lot more with my other friends (which are same race as me),

but somehow they won't talk to me unless needed, neither will I confide in them as well.

I guess because, when I talk to them, I have already determine a line, a gap, a distant that separate us. Thanks to that, we're friends, but at the same time we're like complete strangers.

Imagine, when you talk to a person and you feel the distant she put in, I wonder would I wanna get close to her if I were you.

It's common. If you really treat someone as true friends, you won;t be putting up your guard as if you're trying not to let them get close. If you do that, you're pushing them away.

Haihh.. I'm terribly sad with this habit of mine but there's nothing I can do about it.

Well, of course I can, but I don't feel like making effort to change it anyways.

Sorry friends. BUT! though i may be putting up a distant, I still like them a lot. It's just that I'm a no good in expressing myself well..

Manyloves!

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