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Sunday, October 24, 2010 | 11:21 PM | 0 letters

WTF IS THAT? why is it that when i wanna buy something i must get reprimand? Fk that dude. Im only 15. Why do i need to understand the hard work of my parent to gain money or whatsoever. If im the one acting all childish despite my age, i will of course feel bad, but god no. My brother, he's only one year younger and he gets what he wants. Why the fk did i need to feel bad?
Heck that! Do you think i don't feel bad whenever i ask my parent to buy expensive things for me? do you think i just hold out my hand and take what they bought for me when i ask, despite its expensive without feeling anything? I sometimes even felt im such a damn selfish brat. But why do i care so much? Why so i have to be the one who have conscious over things i dont need to in my age?
I am not trying to be like those lady-missy who must, no matter how, gets what she want. I just firmly ask to buy for me. I just don't want to feel as if, I will lose everything if i never even try to ask from them. I am once like that. Even as a kid, i think of my parent. I thought over and over again, Do i need to buy this? It just because I want it doesn't mean i must have it. and i let the chance to get it just slipped away. It felt terrible for a kid. It feels as if the world's not fair. Well, the world never fair.
and i think its better if the world isn't fair. or else, for certainty, it wont be balance (nor fun), ain't it?

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