Sunday, October 24, 2010 | 11:21 PM |
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WTF IS THAT? why is it that when i wanna buy something i must get reprimand? Fk that dude. Im only 15. Why do i need to understand the hard work of my parent to gain money or whatsoever. If im the one acting all childish despite my age, i will of course feel bad, but god no. My brother, he's only one year younger and he gets what he wants. Why the fk did i need to feel bad?
Heck that! Do you think i don't feel bad whenever i ask my parent to buy expensive things for me? do you think i just hold out my hand and take what they bought for me when i ask, despite its expensive without feeling anything? I sometimes even felt im such a damn selfish brat. But why do i care so much? Why so i have to be the one who have conscious over things i dont need to in my age?
I am not trying to be like those lady-missy who must, no matter how, gets what she want. I just firmly ask to buy for me. I just don't want to feel as if, I will lose everything if i never even try to ask from them. I am once like that. Even as a kid, i think of my parent. I thought over and over again, Do i need to buy this? It just because I want it doesn't mean i must have it. and i let the chance to get it just slipped away. It felt terrible for a kid. It feels as if the world's not fair. Well, the world never fair.
and i think its better if the world isn't fair. or else, for certainty, it wont be balance (nor fun), ain't it?
GodBless
Me
Sunday, October 24, 2010 | 11:21 PM |
0 letters
WTF IS THAT? why is it that when i wanna buy something i must get reprimand? Fk that dude. Im only 15. Why do i need to understand the hard work of my parent to gain money or whatsoever. If im the one acting all childish despite my age, i will of course feel bad, but god no. My brother, he's only one year younger and he gets what he wants. Why the fk did i need to feel bad?
Heck that! Do you think i don't feel bad whenever i ask my parent to buy expensive things for me? do you think i just hold out my hand and take what they bought for me when i ask, despite its expensive without feeling anything? I sometimes even felt im such a damn selfish brat. But why do i care so much? Why so i have to be the one who have conscious over things i dont need to in my age?
I am not trying to be like those lady-missy who must, no matter how, gets what she want. I just firmly ask to buy for me. I just don't want to feel as if, I will lose everything if i never even try to ask from them. I am once like that. Even as a kid, i think of my parent. I thought over and over again, Do i need to buy this? It just because I want it doesn't mean i must have it. and i let the chance to get it just slipped away. It felt terrible for a kid. It feels as if the world's not fair. Well, the world never fair.
and i think its better if the world isn't fair. or else, for certainty, it wont be balance (nor fun), ain't it?
GodBless
Me
Just Me?

Hello lovelies, I don't know what to say about myself..
I'm Josephine. I'm 17 this year. Obviously from my name, I'm a girl.
There's a few warnings I'd like my dear lovelies that read this blog (which is like impossible? Cause I keep myself low profile)
First of all, This blog is about my crappy life. No, wait, my life ain't crappy at all.. It's just me being mean to my life. So yeah, if you're not interested in my life, then I'm sorry?
Second, My life revolves around Anime, mostly, Manga, definitely, Kpop, recently. I'm a Shawol. Hell yeah I love Shinee.. I'm also about to become a proud EXOtics. I will be posting about them. So, be prepare to see lots of them?
Third, SHOUNEN AI ALERT. I'M A MAJOR FANFIC ADDICT FANGIRLS. So please, turn back now if you're homophobic or whatever. No bashing around okay?
Forth, don;t expect anything out of ordinary from me. I'm just simple.
Lastly, this is no warning, please, enjoy whatever you're reading from this good for nothing blog of mine.
Oh, I'm a quote lovers. Here's a few to enjoy.
`"No matter which road we choose, as we leave behind unfulfilled dreams, life must go on."
`"Wish to forgive your yesterday, wish to love your tomorrow."
`"I'll follow you and make a heaven out of hell, and I'll die by your hand which I love so well."
Ciao lovely and thank you for reading my rambles. I love you so much. *ugly sobbing*